hmmm..dilema

its 6pm now..hearing kids chanting and laughing~~playing in the playground made me change mind on sleeping..
alaaaa naper larh tak hujan???
tak de larh rase guilty sgt kerna tak buat aper2...
pelik btol td dah larh bgn pkol 12 lbey(ma class's at 2pm)n now ngantok lg????but then juznow terdoze off japs in front of the tv..n then naik atas igt nak smbong..tu yg terdgr all the kids going up n about playing around..leading a very healthy life..unlike mine!!!

eheheee!!!pastuh tros larh on9...
nakk buat per huh???i noe i shud be studying...(coz juznow in class everyone was participating in a quiz session)adooiiiii..they're really smart lar...all of them seems so excited to answer the questions..i'm the only one trying staying very secluded praying hard the lecturer wont notice me!!!ngeh!!!

she did...n she asked me a few question..n i gave ma famous answer..I DONT KNOW..
the questions were mostly stats~~~forgotten how to go about with it~~lame wooo!blaja time dip dlu..eheh!!!(tp org lain ok jaaa)

heish aper nak buat nieee~~layan antm lar..
ok daaaaaaaa!

kerusi yg perlu direbot oleh ma baby

her latest adorable post!!
she has the exact sleeping position as me!!!AMAZING!

sdap sgt tdo niee..
smpi lidah terjelir

ma baby

baby eme!!!

what a very breezy day...

i just woke up(not gonna state the time)its really breezy today(easy breezy bla bla bla..maybeline pnye motto)ahahaa..hefta put tht here..

erm..nak post ape niee...actually loadso things are worth mentioning..tp malassss nyerrr mau type
ok lets start on wut i did last saturday..patotnyerr g module tuh kannn..ok la~~i went..agak lmbt coz me woke u at 8..txtd yazlin..told her im gonna be late..she sed ITS OKAY!!yeehaa!!

pastuh took ma own sweet time to freshen up..(bout 45 minutes)in the midst of tht gotta a call from shasha..she sed she's alredy thr..YIKES!!thts early(fyi: im not wearing ma specs rite now..so if thrs spelling error pls ABAIKAN.)anyways..saye pon g laaa....dah amik yazlin smue(whilst membicarakan ape relevantnyer module ini dlm hidop kami..ttbe kami smpi)

mase tuh its already 10 somthg..(i even had the guts to singgah mamak dlu for bfast)buhooo!!!
then yazlin ckp 'are u sho?' dan saye reply YUP! n she sed...'i think now its the ldk part the ceramah is tmrw' n so i panic..laa seiyess kee????NGEH!!
so ok straight up to uitm...smpi2..dorg smue dah break nak masok 2nd ldk..ok xpa..g tgk list of those who should attend the 3rd module~~~OUR NAMES WERE NOT LISTED~~~
text shasha..n she sed mmg name tak de but we hefta inform those who are authorized tuh of our status then we hefta fill in a ganti module form...now y'all WHY WOULD WE WANT TO DO THAT????ahahahaaa!!!maaf kami rebel...
n yaz was really determine to leave the module..i hesitated a bit..i mean yer larh kann takott nnt pape hal kne ganti gaks(more worried of yaz atcually coz for me if anythg goes wtrong i still have at least another sem to go n i still can ganti the stupid module..(wooo dah azan zohor..cpt btol)
but yazlin's determination assured me tht everythgs gonna be alrite..so the verdict is...WE TOOK OF!!!ngeh!!so balik!!!
igt wanted to hef breakfast with yaz tp she wanted to follow her mom to mid valley..n so i sed ok(coz mate mmg ngantok gle)tp perot still lapo..then called up fatimah igt ak ajk dier brunch skali..tak angkat phone ple dierrr...xpa..serbu je la rumah dier..skali ma da called(coz i called him earlier)so i thot tak pe laa..bfast je la wif ma dad ekonomi sket..tak yah kuar duit(ma mom was having her medical check ups)so went to ma favourite kopittiam VILLAGE PARK..pergh the foods i tell u..mmg lazat...dier pnye ayam goreng mmg TERBAIK larh!!!tringin nak g on weekdays coz on w/ends MASYAALLAH ramaiiiiiiiiii!!!!ok larh stop dlu k...lapar ple ble ckp psl makanan nih

dunno y

i realllllllllyyyyyyyyyy dunno y m so addicted to bollywood bizzzz..ive been wating ma time channelling from one bollywood show to another the whole day!!!

i must say..if i were to take a course regarding solely on bollywood...i would have excel!!!

cant allow ma self to be to consume with this obsession...

but i'll give allowance for today only..nak buat canerrr..dah habiss pon satu hari..

but i promise maself this...have to stop this nonsense by tmrw..have to get really serious with ma life from tmrw onwards..or else i'll regret it!

georgia's rule

watched a very good movie jz now..Georgia's rule..
erm this lindsay lass..she can really act..the movie's really good y'all..if y'all have any spare time and u dunno how to spend it..(hahaha!!baru kne marah with ma mom coz me left the cawans all over the place)i personnally think tht ma mom is a cleaning freak(btol ka tuh???ehehehee!!sorri ya ma english's not so good..so if salah pls either correct me or do...NOTHING..ngeh!!

anyways back to the movie..lindsay's really hott u know...minus her bad attitude~~i think maybe she's a bit frustrated that the industry's not taking her talent seriously..but wut it makes it more frustrating is that she herself doesnt take herself seriously..
letting herself drown too deep into blakhole of life..cehhh!!mcm larr saye peduli aper jd kat dierr..ngeh ngeh ngeh!!

adoiii malas nyerrr nak g module nie tmrw...ahahahaa!!!got a call from Yazlin!!!
she sed she's going to the stupid module tmrw!!!
at least ader la org yg bole same2 boring ngn saye!!
yippie!!!

ooo..y'all wanna know wut module is..????
no need laaa...the implication is toooo depresing!!!!
haritu ma lect nie ckp y the module is implemented is bcoz fresh graduates now w/out hesitation would abide to bribery...hahahaa!!ye ka????
well maybe btol..(ok when i say this it DOES NOT MEAN that i'm saying that it is right..di sisi agama it is still HARAM!)wut m trying to say is that the situation has made us into imbecile..!!!
cant really blame anyone for this...ey wait lemme think...ade..i think we shud blame the..AMERICANS..ahahahahaaa!!!or maybe the ISRAELIS!!!

IF ONLY laaa dorg nie sdar yg their action nie leaves us with a very perplex situation..(pls dont think of me of being insensitive towards the Palestinians..dah takk tau canerrr nak dahh nak express ma sadness towards wut they're going thru..ma prayers for them alwez..i know they are in a better place now..)anyways back to this kafir keparat..bcz of all their deeds nie we started to boycott americans product so business transactions ponn kurg la di america.disebabkan ini keadaan ekonomi ponn menjadi tenat...

mungkin kte perlu kurg kan investment/export to america..kerna bile mereka buat perangai kte yg terkne impact nyerr..

bnda2 canie membuatkan saye seperti sgt menyesal kerna takk ambil course ekonomi..
jke larh saye berbuat demikian mane tau bole membawa satu revolusi kepada pandangan cliche dunia(AMENDA AKU MEREPEK NIE WEHHHH????!!!)

saye perlu stop babbling..(sebenarnyerr dah tak da idea nak type aperr))(eyh ader2..tp byk sgt dlm kepala smpi if i put it down here takottt anda smue takk pahammm)(ade ke org lain yg bace???)..ok larh pening la plak...cioa

ponteng ponteng ponteng..

today i actually ponteng class~~~donno y i thot class tak de....coz i rmbred ma lecturer sed that she's going bck to her kg for this long w/ends..really dunno y i assumed it includes friday-nasib baik a classmate texted me asking whether or not i rmbr tht today all of us were suppose to hand in out individual assg..freak out skejap..kerna tidakk pernah tahu menahu ponn psl e2..

(can imagine how ignorant i am when it comes to education)

tdo teros terbantot..went online around 9 cari all the sources..n came upon Puan Sarah..
buzz dier japss...kutuk2 org(eheheee!!anda tau siapa dia)gelak2kan org tuh..and in between of that buat assg gaks..(dunno whether it;ll be accepted ke takk,hopefully it will)not to worry y'all ma lecturer nie lenient..i think she'll consider...maybe a few marks will be deducted..fair enuf...other ppl had to hand it by today..but ON THE NoTe tht ive just gotten to know about this today n ppl had 1 month to prepare it~~so go figure y'all!!(ceh!berlagak laks...mmg la bole siap copy paste jaaa)
hmmmm takkk tau la naperrr tak insaf2 lagi..

the assg asked for mean and variance proving of 7 distribution...had done 4..and 3 more to go..
so tersangat la penat..treated maself with another hindi movie!!!!
ngeh ngeh!!

actually its an award..something film fare larh...ala mcm them awarding their stars and all

org melayu ponnn buat...nie kire mcm their's oscars laaa

(faham keee award tuh??)ehehheee!!!y'all...the award is conducted in english..huhuhuhu!!!

so..masih impress of how they conducted everything..i mean their jokes work..and the masters of ceremony were shahruhk and saif ali khan...a great duo..they work well together..and got a glimpse of shah rukh;s wife..hmmm not very pretty y'll..tooo much on the tend side(bahasa lembotnyerr laaa)ahahhaa!!!saye kalau takk kutuk org mmg takk sah!

and yaa..atcually before this post ive typed somthg about this hindi cinemas laaa..pnye type bebyk..i accidently clicked somthg hilang teros all the stories that i intended to post..sdey btol
bersemangat gile nak post...skali hilang..hmmm..tak pee nak type balik la niee

anyways i'm very very fond of this talk show..its call koffee with karan..ahahahaa!!!pls y'll do not mind ma fatishness towards this indian shows..i maself dont understand it...maybe its bcoz i realize i gained not just entertainment but education too..when i say education it means ma vocab..

anyways..2 0r 3 years back i was watching koffee with karan(omagosh how times fly)it was really interesting..(n ya for those who doesnt know..karan's the director of kuch kuch hota hai)
the guess were kareena and rani..so they were babbling about somthg..ttbe i heard of this one interesting word..its cordial..i dunno y rani was using tht word repeatedly..somthg about her relationship with another co star priety..she was saying she's not really close to preity but thye're cordial with each other..(in ma head i was like wut the hell is cordial..the only cordial thg tht i know is the drinking cordial)but can never leave the show..twas soo interesting..its like i'm glued to the show till the end..so..(hmpphh i'm using loadso so..wut the heck...ske hati r)afta the show trus bkk dictionary..n it means warmth or direct translation mesra..there u go...entertainment is education huh..

suprisingly i went to one of the interview during ma internship days in great eastern n they gave me a test..which relates to this word!!i was estatic..i was sooo relieved tht i watched the show...i mean if not for the show i woudnt know whut it stands for!!!pastuh dpt laks tuh intership kat situ..hehehee!!alhamdullillah

ehehehee...pnat laaa to be continued lagi k

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sdey nyerrrrrr!!!
x dpt nak tgk fb!!!!

aper yg telah terjadi pd dunia????
m lost w/out fb...so terpakse larr di cni saje!!!

reminicsing(takk tau eja btol ke takk)the days whr i love hindi films

yesss yesss...dgn takk malunyerrr membuat pengakuan tht i once WAS a die hard fan of hindi movies~~started of with kuch kuch hota hai...

bck in '98 was at ma cuzen's place(sayangku Nisa!!!)we were really bored..didnt noe wut to do(ermmm tht time no licence maaa~~jadi kaki ponn tak bole pjg)

anewaz..was flipping thru the family's vcd colletion(back then thrs no dvd y'all)so came upon this one..i think i said somthg like this to ma cuzie 'kak cha..awak ader citerrr kuch kuch hota hai????(siap buat mke lagiiiii) and i vividly rmbred her saying..'ha ah!!best gile baya...nak tgk???'

i hesitated...dlm hatiku berkate..'biar btol aku tgk hindustan...'
but i gave in...excited ponnn ader(coz tht time moviee nie mcm ade this one fenomena..i mean ppl cant stop talking bout the moviee..but still i thot..ee hindustan..'

ehehee!!!n then.. IATE MA WORDS Y'ALL!!!

soo tgh nak tgk..ma cuzen ckp..'oo ya baya tak de subtitle tau...'
i ponnn..'huh????dah tu canerrr?????'
nisa : tak pe laaa...kteorg pon agak2 je ape yg jadi

well ok...since i have all the time in the world..ahahaa!!!
n ok the movie starts...starting je ponnn rsnyerr dah heart wrenching..

to those who have seen it..i think u guys noe tht the movie starts with death...
(in the midst of tht me n nisa ponn buat dialogue sendiri laaa)

n then thr was this one part whr the lead actor n actress are parting ways...

ma gosh airmate mcm tak pnah kuar...byk gileee kuarrrr!!!!
tp try control sbb takk nakk nisa nmpk(coz dier gle cool takk nangis langsong)

but then even w/out subtitle but with their excellent body language i can really understand the agony...the pain tht they sacrificed..for the lead actress at least(kajol/anjali)
ma gosh..she's a brilliant actress!!!

n i just watched the interview with the pelakon and kajol confessed tht she was really crying during that part..HOWL actually!!ahahaha!!!
n its so nice to c shah rukh n kajol offscreen bcoz they look so cordial with each otha n thrs no sign on them sharing any intimate feelings..its more like reallyyyy good frensss..sharing each others success...indulging with each other's feeling of success that they have created together..

n not more than that...i wish i have a guy fren of tht sort...knowing tht we wont fall for each other...but at the same loving each other dearly(not that kind of love/lust feeling)i mean tht relationship is really comforting...dontcha think?????

adoiii..nnt laaa cont balik..nak tgk lagi interview nieee
n i hefta say...they're english is superb!!!!

we are really far behind peeps!!!
so sape patot malu NOW??

mule2 nie mmg la rajin

hahahaha!!tgh baru2 nie rajin lar sket nak update blog...same mcm time baru aktif fb dlu laaa...on9 jaaa sbb nak tau perkembangan dunia..dunia which is consumed by ma favourite ppl...n oso those whom i dont really like(tak la dislike tros..or worst loath)ske spy org lain pnye fb ke aper ka..pastuh ble jmpe ifi or dayah ape lg kutuk laaa~~huhuhu!!!tp kalau citer from ttdi..ma fav mammarazzi semestinyer la pn sarah kte..ahahahaa!!!adeke babe ms ina suro kte blog psl ms copycat tuh..mmg nak kne la kannn???agak2 r ina..klu minah tu bute IT bole lar jugak publish citer dier kat cni!!eeee nak cutiiiiiiiiiii!!!tak puas last week...anyways had a blast last week..kuar wif ma gf's gossip sane gossip cni..pastuh tak psl2 gelak..hehehehe!kan best if the world works tht way..no stress..no datelines...(sgt iri hati dgn life pn sarah..at least she doesnt hefta think about finals, assgs n wut not!)but i noe she has other thgs to worry about..its just tht she's worrying about other stuffs now..hmmm crite psl org laks yerrh..nak buat canerr..nothing interesting about..at least not now~~its juz tht i juz gotta noe abt project paper yang memeningkan kpala most of ma classmates rite now...donno how m gonna handle it later when its ma time to produce a very very good project paper..dont noe whether m gonna pull thru ke takkk~~prauy for me y'all!!
p/s: nak shopping but tak de duit!

still psl prompuan e2

ok~~whr was i..oo ya...the reason y i'm really pissed bcoz mase ma parents came back from haj tuh dier dtg la anak beranak kononnyer nak jenguk ma parents..so i was thrilled laaa i mean waaa baik gaks dorg dtg n i salam la dorg smue kannn~~that time i was willing to put everythg behind..tetapi~~~ wan faridah nie plak buat perangai...dier senyapppppppp jeee..mcm org bisu~takk tnye langsong khabar ma parents..dtg cni tgk tv buat mke..hmmm baik xyah dtg ye takkk..tak tau la ape masalah dier~~first time dgr ader org marah dkat org yg baru balik Mekah..Tuhan je la yang pelihara ko wan faridah..oo yaa..mak bapak aku g Mekah nak beribadah~~kalau ko nakk ikott pandai2 la hormat abang ko sket..ini tau nak tengking bapak aku..mcm maner la bapak nak ajk ko ke Mekah...????sdangkan kt sane lg byk dugaannyer...buang la perangai manje ko tuh~~bapak aku takk tego kat masjid pon nak mengadu kat mak ko..naper ko tak g tego bapak aku?dier abang ko kann??ok dah laaa...buhsan laks ckp psl c wan faridah nie..tp saye terpakse kalau takkk org lain(family ayah sendiri)akan bias kat ayah aku...just wanna set the record straight..coz kalau nak tggu en wan hamzah ckp psl mmg mati hidop semula ponn takk la kott..ini kan lg psl adik beradik sendiri..sdar la sket wan faridah..kalau org lain dah lame org tu sepak ko..bersyukur la dpt abang mcm ayah aku~~~atcually byk lg yg nak dipostkan..tp as a sane Muslim i masih takott ngn balasan Tuhan..unlike ths woman yg have the nerve to tell ppl yg dier marah kt abang sendiri sbb tak ajak g haji....to the peeps who took interest in reading on ths blog..amik la pengajaran sket psl hal nie..sape yg ader siblings sile la respect n love each other..for the record peeps i pnah gadoh pon ngn pompuan nie ble dier dtg raye kt umah ma grandma(belah ma mother)n jerit2 kt ma father yang at that time baru balik from masjid...anak maner yg tahan tgk parents dier ditengking2 oleh org lain especially org tu tetamu...so to those yg dah tau hal nie yg bersifat bias..pls rethink of ur action!

alamak baru nak tambah lg ttbe ma parents ajak dinner..so wait up ppl..thr are more to that story

saye POnnnnNNN nak ader blog

me a virgin....in blogging..hahahaa!!!seronok plak tgk org lain yg berblog~~so s'diri pon teringin maka created one..atcually nak nyatakan how upset i am with this auntie of mine(terpakse mengaku..no other way..she is related to me by blood)its a big risk for me to expose this to public as it might leave consequences..but i dont care!and its a big suprise for me to do this since i am quite a private person..but this auntie is really getting on ma nerve!!it all started 7 years ago whr ma aunties(ma dad's sisters)verbally attacked ma mother kononnyer ma father neglects his reosponsibilities towards their mother..but instead of going straight to my father dorg attacked ma mother..how would u guys feel bile u dijerit in front of everyone when u initially had a very noble intention(during tht time we were suppose to go back to our hometown but my family cudnt make it coz i was having my spm tht year n i had tuitions)so my mom went to ma auntie's place to kirim a few barang to her mother in law..e2 ja niat ma mother..instead this woman's hse ttbe dorg jerit2 kat dier konon tak puas hati cara ma father layan their mother..as if we dont noe atcually korg yg tak nak jage ur mother..because..yess ppl..my grandmother is such a nuisance..but she's an old lady so i still respect as she's also ma granmother..but the thr is no love for her..that i admit..why???she nurtured for me ponnn..and i noe she favors her other grandchildren..which is believe me ppl..ITS FINE..e2 hak masing2..anyways back to the aunties...so they did what they did n ma mom balik rumah tros menangis cz she ws really shocked of wut had happen(oo ya they apologised..but we noe twas not sincere)and i felt helpless tgk ma mother nangis mcm tuh...all sorts of emotions flooded me during that commotion..rase nak confront em but i was afraid thgs will get worse n ma parents takk ajar utk kurg ajar ngn org mcm tuh..but i retaliated in ma own way..that is by never talking to those women and also thier children except for Yong Pia~~ppl whether u agree with or otherwise i dont care..twas ma family n i who was hurting duirng that time...so lets not be judgemental ppl..kte tak bole nak condemn org unless we are in their shoes..so i hope all of u will abide to tht saying~~so ok lets forget citer lame tuh..but recently this auntie nie WAN FARIDAH HANIM BT WAN OMAR...nie konon nyer bengang with parents..why???haaa bkk mata korg besar2 yerrr..bcoz ma parent g perform haj tak ajak dier!!!!!believe it or not e2 larh sbbnyer!!oo ya pompuan nie janda tak de laki so dier nak la pegi hj ngn abang2 dier..(ma father n ma uncle)ey pompuan ko kan blaja agama tinggi2 pon tak gne laaa kalau bnda basic mcm tu pon ko tak bole nak faham...org2 yg g haji nie dijemput khas oleh ALLAH tau..klu ko tak dpt pergi maksodnyerrr rezeki blom terbkk lg la kannnn~~simple jaaa..lepas c prompuan g la canang kat family dier kate dier marah sgt kat ma father coz takk ajak dier pergi hj...ntah laaa ppl...mmg manusia kdg2 pelik!org g haji pon dier nak marah...org pergi tunaikan rukun ponn dier nak marah...ok laa ppl..i hefta maghrin first...thk u so much for spending time to read to this...ma intention bkn ape..jz want to set the record straight..bcoz i noe ader certain of our family yg bias cz all this while ma father has been keeping his mouth shut when his own family talks bad about him..n i feel tht it is ma duty to protect and clear his name...m hoping so much tht this family of mine nie jmpe ma blog n stop being bias pls!!ma father is nice person..but he's not perfect..newsflash ppl..SO ARE YOU GUYS..so pls,stop baing so shallow meaning drpd u judge org lain..tnye diri sendiri baik sgt ke korg smue tuh..n pls stop meddling with our family affairs..if u guys really wanna help..STAY OUT OF IT!!bcoz if u do..ure only making it worst..juz take care of ur family..InsyaAllah no bad things will happen..n klu2 anak wan faridah terjmpe blog nie n dier takk puas hati ngn aku sbb blog psl mak dier..dtg jmpe aku..